HUGE sigh of relief!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!!!!! I had about 3 of them yesterday. Here we go smallest to biggest:

Got Sadies room done by the time she got home from school. YAY me!! I got a bit nit-picky and did things like put a damp towel on a broom and wipe down the walls near the ceiling and clean her fan. I mean the place got completely overhauled. It looks great and feels even better. I love it. I"m one step closer to whatever it is I'm trying to accomplish.......(?) LOL

Started mt period...ok ok you all were right! :P But to be fair the last month my body just up and decided to move my cycle up exactly one week, after about 3 years of starting on the first of the month. What the......? And now its a little too close to comfort to cruise time, when before it was no worries, now I will be all pms on the stupid cruise. I won't get the mood thing,( because there will be a smoragsboard of food not to be believed, and , well, I'll be cruising) but the BLOAT!!! I want to say though, I have NOWHERE NEAR the freakishly horrible pms that some of you poor souls experience, but I do get noticably thicker in the midsection sometimes. DAMN it!!!

Drumroll please..........We bought our Airfare for the CRUISE yesterday!!!! HALLELUJIA!!!!! It has been so stressful, Mark has been working his A$$ off(and must continue to do so) but we found tickets and actually bought them. For a while there we had a smoking deal, but we lost out because we had to wait 1 more day. As it was though, we ended up paying a little over $500 all together because we had some credit with Delta. I think thats pretty good. Oh man, what a relief! I've really been sweating it. And I've been not letting myself get too attatched to this trip just in case we had to bag it, which we almost did a couple times. I KNOW thats why I haven't been able to focus on getting my eating on track, it was just a defense mechanism. I know in a perfect world I could tell myself to just do it anyway just in case I DID go, but that mental barrier is tough! Mark really came through for us yesterday, he spent a good hour mabye more getting the tickets sorted out. I swear he just charms the people into giving him what he wants. Last time he bought tickets he made friends with the airline girl and she sang him a song over the phone. LOL this time I could hear them laughing. Its so funny. Really, though, Mark is definetly the superhero of the month for that one!!!! Which is good for him because Superheros get all the sexual favors that they want!!!

Which brings me to being back on TRACK. The first thing I thought this morning was " no more stupid excuses, I HAVE to do this. I can make lots of progress before we go. I'm doing it!" I have to admit, I saw Lori's arms yesterday in her new pic and it pissed me off. NOT at you, Lori, at ME! Damn it I should be at 16% BF but I'm not. I'm so mad at myself, but I'm not out yet. There is still lots of time. I'm gonna work my ass of and get my eating plan done. End of story. Now wheres my freaking water????